Re: My husband wants me to masterbate
Mutual masturbation is HOT.... it can lead to orgasm, or can be done as foreplay.
If you are shy with the lights on (which I don't quite understand, because you get naked with h, you sleep with him, you have sex with him.... you get very intimate, but only in the dark? How do you have sex in the day time? Blindfolds?) ....anyway, wear a negligee or something sexy. Accentuate your best assets.
Maybe dare yourself to do it, something to psyche yourself up sexually. I think you have to take some "risks" (for lack of a better word) to improve or add to your sex life.