09-28-2011, 05:38 PM
Join Date: Jun 2010
| | Re: So upset!
Things between h and I were better for about a week..He has gone back to the same old thing, however i still tell him I love him and i still touch him. He doesn't give it back. Things are so one sided...
I have decided that i am not going to get upset, angry or depressed because of it.. I am working on becoming a better person for ME.. I have realized I can and will survive without him.. I dont need him to make me happy, i can make myself happy.. and that is exactly what i am going to do.. Make myself happy for ME. I am finally going to do something for myself.
He ins't going to make changes for himself.. and i can not make him.. I am done trying.. I can't do it anymore.. He is not willing to meet me in the middle.. I kind of figured that nothing would change, but i had hope..
I have let everything go.. It is very liberating for me.. It is like a huge weight has lifted off of my shoulders..
Last edited by ladybird; 09-28-2011 at 05:47 PM.