I have been married for 22 years. Happy life. Without giving too much "one sided" info. The past 11 years, we have been involved in having "threesomes", mostly with women because I have never wanted another man. There have been at least 9 women, some multiple times. Recently, there have been 2 men, one time each. I have always said "I don't want another man." During sex, which my husband calls 'pillow talk' he has talked about me being with him and multiple guys. One time he said "Do you want to do it alone... I won't be mad."(fact to know-- before my husband, I had sex with 1 other man I was married to, and 1 man with my husband) Well, anyway.... I did it. This guy popped up( a guy who we knew about 6 years ago, my husband and I had sex on our bed next to this guy and his girlfriend having sex, no swapping)out of nowhere. He was looking for my husband. I said he wasn't home. He asked me if I still smoke weed, I said "yes." He ran to his car and said he had just bought some at the club. We smoked for while. Then he said to me "I'll give you $500 bucks to ****." I laughed him off. Then he stood up and counted out $500 in $20's. I walked back to my bedroom, he put $500 bucks in my back pocket. I showered off, so did he. WeHELP!!!!! had sex. My husband says it lasted for 4 hours. He wasnít here. In reality...2 hours. We had sex. Including anal. He couldnít stay hard, it has been said he came really quick, and tried to keep goingÖ well, our 16 year old daughter walked into my room while I was ****ing the other guy. It IS my fault. I didnít make sure my room door was locked. I understand I ****ed that one up! He gets up and dressed. A few minutes later, a foot came thru my door. My daughter called my husband, who called his friend to evacuate the guy that was here. The guy ran into my bathroom and climbed out the window.
He came back the next morning to see how things were. If my husband was mad. He was here for 15 minutes maybe.
Now, it seems that guy brought a STD to me, also my husband. No, I didn't use a condom. So, my husband calls me stupid *****, **** and prostitute. OkayÖ antibiotics and a shot. Done.
Now, I never contacted this guy in anyway. Before or after. Itís sex. Not a relationship. My husband won a vacation. And he says he is taking another girl who is just a friend. That I donít deserve to go. I have been unfaithful and I am scum.
I donít know what to doÖ. I will read and be thankful for any comments!