ok well first off let me introduce myself, hello my name is Alex and i have been married 8 years (i say 4 year but i will explain later).... Anyways we got married on Dec 13 2001 and sex was great and everything was ok (considering i was headed for prison) or so i thought.... well i went into prison on Feb 29 2003 and was released June 29 2006 and while i was in prison i realized how i was treating my wife before i went to prison and i promised myself and her that i would change and do everything in my power to make her happy... well i finally got released and i thought that i was going to have A LOT of sex the first week i was home but i didn't get anything sexual whatsoever so i thought to myself ok she needs a week to get to know me again ... meanwhile i adapted to the home life and i started to cook and clean and i adapted to what she wanted to do (meaning we did/watched whatever she wanted to do/watch) then the second and third week came and still nothing sexual so i actually started to wonder if i was doing something wrong i tried giving her hints, being blunt and being romantic but she just wasn't interested... so finally after a month i finally stopped doing things to make her happy and started doing things that would make me happy..... finally 2 weeks after that she finally had sex with me and i thought ok well it took a month and a half but finally she had sex with me so maybe we will do it again tomorrow (considering i lasted like 2 minutes lol) so i started to do things for her again but then i stopped cause i was not getting any sex.... :wtf: so lets think about this for a second....... so i was away from my wife for almost 4 years and my first 2 months that i was home i only had sex 2 TIMES!!!
so now that we got that squared away lets talk more deeply about sex....
see i lost my virginity to my wife but i have learned alot by watching porn anyways my wife is (to be blunt) boring..... she dictates when, where, and how, she only likes missionary position, she REFUSES to be completely naked leaving her shirt and her bra on all the time, she does not like foreplay, she does not like to be kissed while we are having sex (cause its distracting), she does not like to try new positions, she will only have sex on the bed/in the bedroom nowhere else, she hates to be touched after she has (finished if you know my meaning) she will not take a shower with me, she does not instigate sex, she doesn't know the meaning of spontaneous, and last but certainly not least she waits sometimes for over a month and a half to finally have sex with me and all of this drives me insane....
now about the job and i will try to keep this short..... i have no job...... reason i have no job is because my resume sucks and my record sucks..... i have been turned down everwhere that i have gone from construction jobs, maintenance jobs, fast food places, blockbuster videos, k-mart, walmart, home depot etc.... hell i even got turned down for a part time job (working only 3- 5 hours a day 3 - 5 days a week) from a company that cleans up parking lots.... so how am i suppose to find a job with the market (thousands of people losing jobs) the way it is, my resume the way it is and my background the way it is???? that is the reason i do not work....
so to wrap this up basically my sex life sucks and i have said this before in front of my wife and i will say it again if the opportunity presented itself i would have a affair because i am not getting what i need from my wife and i feel like i am not wanted.... btw before i forget, my wife often tells me that if she didn't want me she would leave/have left me can someone please explain to her that you can love someone and still not want them or even still love them but not be in love with them...
thank you very much for your time in reading this long post and thank you ahead of time for any and all assistance/advice....
so now that we got that squared away lets talk more deeply about sex....
see i lost my virginity to my wife but i have learned alot by watching porn anyways my wife is (to be blunt) boring..... she dictates when, where, and how, she only likes missionary position, she REFUSES to be completely naked leaving her shirt and her bra on all the time, she does not like foreplay, she does not like to be kissed while we are having sex (cause its distracting), she does not like to try new positions, she will only have sex on the bed/in the bedroom nowhere else, she hates to be touched after she has (finished if you know my meaning) she will not take a shower with me, she does not instigate sex, she doesn't know the meaning of spontaneous, and last but certainly not least she waits sometimes for over a month and a half to finally have sex with me and all of this drives me insane....
now about the job and i will try to keep this short..... i have no job...... reason i have no job is because my resume sucks and my record sucks..... i have been turned down everwhere that i have gone from construction jobs, maintenance jobs, fast food places, blockbuster videos, k-mart, walmart, home depot etc.... hell i even got turned down for a part time job (working only 3- 5 hours a day 3 - 5 days a week) from a company that cleans up parking lots.... so how am i suppose to find a job with the market (thousands of people losing jobs) the way it is, my resume the way it is and my background the way it is???? that is the reason i do not work....
so to wrap this up basically my sex life sucks and i have said this before in front of my wife and i will say it again if the opportunity presented itself i would have a affair because i am not getting what i need from my wife and i feel like i am not wanted.... btw before i forget, my wife often tells me that if she didn't want me she would leave/have left me can someone please explain to her that you can love someone and still not want them or even still love them but not be in love with them...
thank you very much for your time in reading this long post and thank you ahead of time for any and all assistance/advice....