Do you have a plan for what you will do if he gets really bad in the way he reacts? Are you willing to call 911 if he get physical?
Yes Ele, After he got physical with me the last time I always keep my phone at my side.. I have to hide it sometimes when he comes home he's very controlling and domineering likes to possess my things and know every move I make.
Last week when I started getting really exhausted physically and emotionally I had enough... I put a passcode on my phone.
Now there is a password on my laptop
that all started because he would always take posession of my phone when I got home... read all my messages and if someone sent a friend request on social media he wanted to know who it was and how i knew them so I took control over my social media and changed my password there also.
He blames it on his past about how mistreated and cheated on he was...
I've never done them things to him as I was in a previous marriage and that happened to me... I know the pain that causes..
long story short I know and I can tell as I type this and my emotions this past week that I'm stretched thin and ive reached the point of no return.
the ball is in his court now..
i hear everyday how useless I am... how he can find someone better.. along with the names and how mental and messed up I am..
I believed it and still believe some of it for the longest time now..
but i know deep in my heart... no woman would put up with all i have endured.. and if she did id have to see a tox screen only then... would i kiss her a**
Thank You for your support here Ele... its been a blessing to me.