Re: How weird is to have had only one partner?
When you had your first child, did you find it impossible to imagine you would have enough love to give to another one? Yet, miraculously you had the same amount of infinite love for the next child.
It is similar with love and sexual attraction for a man. When you are divorced and you meet a man who has what it takes to turn your head, it will happen. It will be eerily like you are in love for the first time again, but with life experiences to add to it. The first kiss will be exciting and electric, as will all the rest.
It is honorable that you haven't lusted over other men while with your ex husband. Do you think that it is because you are a person of principle and not because he was the only person in the world capable of bringing on sexual feelings? Before the marital problems, how were your sexual experiences with your husband? If they were good, you will be able to feel desire for someone else when the time is right.