Re: The NEW Singles of TAM, 2020 Edition
A quick update from me....I have not wanted to be around TAM much lately so am taking a break (still on it) but just wanted to check in.
Even though I don't really have much to share!
I am not seeing anyone and had taken a break from the dating apps for a bit, but just this week turned them back on and now have 2 dates with 2 different guys lined up for this weekend. Both seem like good candidates for what I'm seeking but we never know until we get there, of course.
A week or two ago, my silver fox Paul Hollywood lookalike reached out to me and said he'd been thinking of me and missed me and yada yada yada. We had not had any contact since the day I broke it off so it was weird to hear from him out of the blue. Anyway, I quickly remembered all the reasons I do not want to see him again...but dang, I also quickly remembered how freaking hot and sexy he is and how great the sex was between us. I've never really been in this position before where someone who is not really interesting or intelligent enough to keep me around is ALSO so hot and sexy (and good at sex) that I feel drawn to them anyway. I remember it used to confuse me when I was younger and guy friends would keep going back to these women who they didn't even like or respect but the women were hot bimbos and so it was like the guys had no way to refuse them. I used to think the guys were idiots for behaving this way. But, I totally get it now. I'm so conflicted about my feelings with this guy but honestly if we are going to hang out together I will not be able to resist hooking up with him. So he was definitely angling for a hook up, but I was able to just put him off and be polite about it. However, I told him I may be willing to hang out in a few weeks once he gets back from a trip he's taking. I also may change my mind before then. I don't know, I'm so up and down on that guy. He's so hotttt!!!! And I just want to kiss him and have sex with him!!! As long as we just don't try to have much conversation. Ugh. Why does he have to be so freaking sexy and bomb me with it? lol
I haven't been with anyone since him either so part of my feelings are simply because I'm in the middle of a dry spell and he's my last good sexy memories.
So like I said, not much of an update...am looking forward to my 2 dates this weekend, looking forward to meeting these chaps in person. Both are sexy in their way and neither has been a cad at all while chatting on the dating site (is a good sign when they are sexy but not a cad). I don't normally line up 2 at once but that's just how this worked out this time.
I've been checking people's updates here but haven't signed in or posted for a while. I'll check back in after my dates.
Happy new year to all my lovely singletons!!