May i ask why do long
Crushed by my own love for a woman who did not love me.
Physical health issues.
Mental health issues.
The mental health issues were in direct relation to the marriage and subsequent divorce and my own issues.
Oddly enough, my ex wondered why it has been so long when I talked with her. She had no clue what it means to feel as if someone is a part of you and then treats you like you are an after-thought. She was literally proud of her actions. Yet, she asked forgiveness. I tell you that so you can understand how different we were, and I did not know. She had me deeply fooled and deeply in love with her.
What is @Andy1001
trying to tell me @James01
Edit: Don't let my post push you away. I read your opening post in the other thread. You need to take action, now. Go see a therapist. I think you have some self-esteem issues. The sex stuff may be a result of that and repressed natural attractions you can't help.
Don't feel like you are odd or weird. You have other issues and I would say, as long as you are both agreeing to these things of your own free will, then it's just a matter of no one getting hurt.
Yep, see that therapist and my intuition says you are going to end up much happier, both you and your wife.
That guy loves your wife and is acting like an AP. He wants to take her from you, but she cares about you. Does she love you? Not sure if it is Eros, but I think she at least feels brotherly love.