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We were given but few things.
One of them is the ability to give love, to feel love.
Exercise that gift, it will not wear out.
I exorcised this gift.

At the daily gym, 24 hour fitness of self loathing. Exercising my mental instability. Rep after rep. Repeatedly rapping raucous repugnance.

The true gift given was in the form of an exorcism. Allowing me to finally find strength to exercise the gift of love. Now I both exercise, while I exorcise. Where fear and self loathing are slowly replaced by love and acceptance of self.

Yet I fail ... feeds the mailbag. That never ending, always delivering fail bag. My inbox remains full of junk mail. As quickly as I can delete it, I feel hopeless to deplete it.

What say you SunC about fortitude? About the voice that never stays silent. The one who encourages you, tickles at the base of your spine. Whispering what sweet nothings you are in your ear.


If my devils are to leave me, I'm afraid my angels will take flight as well.
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I exorcised this gift.

At the daily gym, 24 hour fitness of self loathing. Exercising my mental instability. Rep after rep. Repeatedly rapping raucous repugnance.

The true gift given was in the form of an exorcism. Allowing me to finally find strength to exercise the gift of love. Now I both exercise, while I exorcise. Where fear and self loathing are slowly replaced by love and acceptance of self.

Yet I fail ... feeds the mailbag. That never ending, always delivering fail bag. My inbox remains full of junk mail. As quickly as I can delete it, I feel hopeless to deplete it.

What say you SunC about fortitude? About the voice that never stays silent. The one who encourages you, tickles at the base of your spine. Whispering what sweet nothings you are in your ear.
Some loathsome voice endured seems more preferable than only dead silence heard, and that noted forever.

Silence enlivens, not even the dead.

Madness is a label given to one by unkind neighbors.

Is a hungry leopard insane by his actions or just acting his nature?

We feel and act our due, not employing another's wanted-of measure.

This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
The Host, Rd is ill, any years left, remain now, in doubt? Red Dog is now lost to us.
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Some loathsome voice endured seems more preferable than only dead silence heard, and that noted forever.

Silence enlivens, not even the dead.

Madness is a label given to one by unkind neighbors.

Is a hungry leopard insane by his actions or just acting his nature?

We feel and act our due, not employing another's wanted-of measure.
**** man. I really appreciate this.

Btw, you said something before and I'm tempted to make a tshirt of it.

"On separation anxiety

This pull to split is tearing me apart"

Trying to figure out the graphics for it and the design/font.
Just want to say that is some gold right there brother. One of my favorites of yours. Short, sweet, and simple truths hold more power than wordy half truths. I really appreciate what you do here. Appreciate it a lot. Thank you for just being yourself.

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Thank you, in return!

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Come back to living, while the offer lasts.

Because, at last, it is given on, not off, to our children.

Our copy fails at some point.
Our copies, copy, is given to those our likeness hath given over and sustained.

Ours' becomes dead-ended when we don't replicate, when we become as celibate.

At some end, the carry-over becomes so dilute, our extant essence, is filtered away.

One may be the 6th cousin of King George, but you aren't he.

This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
The Host, Rd is ill, any years left, remain now, in doubt? Red Dog is now lost to us.
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I loathe the body of Politico.

It is there that I see its ugly head, so note, and smell of man’s unkind and foul ‘breadth’.

This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
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It is in politics that our true colors show through, our tattoos paint some of us, just colorful cuckoos.

This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
The Host, Rd is ill, any years left, remain now, in doubt? Red Dog is now lost to us.
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Saying too much ‘plaints’ you in the ‘witnessed’ chair.

This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
The Host, Rd is ill, any years left, remain now, in doubt? Red Dog is now lost to us.
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Freedom of speech to some, is freedom to screech at, and beseech others, with those others, not afforded the same freedom.

Freedom of speech must include the freedom to reply and to disagree.

This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
The Host, Rd is ill, any years left, remain now, in doubt? Red Dog is now lost to us.
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The Truth is not always that side of the magnet that attracts to you.

This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
The Host, Rd is ill, any years left, remain now, in doubt? Red Dog is now lost to us.
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On Goodbyes...

Hello!

Are all byes good?

Why are those goodbyes that were most needed, never offered?
In order for the last goodbye to occur, the last hello must first be met.

Does goodbye have any meaning, short of Death?

Can you ever say goodbye when your heartstrings are still attached?

Sometimes, in order to say goodbye, you must dismiss first of yourself.
If you say goodbye to your other half, which is the better for it?

Some goodbyes mean that you must cut off your speech, your charm, and your right arm.

When you say goodbye, the memory attached to that farewell lingers on. Sometimes forever.

A goodbye last only so long as the photo or {the abandoned one} remains hidden.
Each time the photo or {the abandoned one's} face is revisited, the goodbye bears repeating.

Goodbye is never permanent, memories will not hear of it.

Goodbye, is it a good buy?

Good is great, bye can be heard near.

When you say goodbye to someone, the contract remains inked until the forlorn one 'sighs' off on it.

Goodbye!


This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
The Host, Rd is ill, any years left, remain now, in doubt? Red Dog is now lost to us.
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The journey of many a fool before me, now taken at a cat's call. Where many would advise, guide me not, i agreed. Yet I was cast into the waters. Skipping the skipper's forced heave across the tributary. Many trials lay at my feet, coadjutors hidden in alleys not seen. Foul beasts whispering within, while forked tongues tickle at sound canals. The approach remains hidden from me. Collaborators beckoned by my crying soon turn to stone, as stoney faced friends remain silent. This sojourn is proving a solo stay in the land of tests.

Praying for oil and wick. My lamp seems to be lacking.

If my devils are to leave me, I'm afraid my angels will take flight as well.
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The journey of selfless self is solo.
The journey of selfish self is selfless.

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Many cannot seem to grasp the hand that waves before it.
They see the hand, not the body of worth behind it.

This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
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Black and white will get you through the day, but not through strife, nor this life.
Let some color into your life, into your pallor cheeks.

This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
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Constant worries, constant spoken words, can be commands.
Constant negativity can build up, and can statically impel others to act.

It can spark the original negative energy to ground.

This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out. The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall.
The Host, Rd is ill, any years left, remain now, in doubt? Red Dog is now lost to us.
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